Because … We are one. We always have been. It started before we met and continues forever. Endless eternity. The unnamed closeness you feel is my desire reaching out to find you once again. I’ve missed you terribly this lifetime. I’ve searched everywhere within, and am now looking out to where I was drawn. I remember being young, looking to the West, and seeing your eyes searching for me. I got lost along the way … it’s been a sad journey, my darling. Everyone and everything falling short, and me settling for less so often. I search for you in every face I see, and know you are close. I feel it, I feel your closeness nearby. Around the corner, in the crowd. I search. Because … I am ready to show you what is inside my heart. She was made for you, constructed out of stardust and tears, blood and daydreams, fancy crystal champagne flutes and dirty mattress sex. She has longed for you. She loves you. She beats for you in this moment and always. A moment that stretches out infinitely, and whispers to your own heart of how I wish to hold you in my arms once again. This life is a waking dream that we manifest here and now, in the moment. And I’m a master magician now at manifesting. That is why you feel me so close. Because … I am here, naked, alone, wandering and wondering when you will open your eyes and see me in your waking dream. For, it is there, in our dreams, that we create the reality of love. And when I will feel you call me back to you, i will be complete. That … that is why. That is the because .